....

I have forget

The warmth of a smile from the heart

The strength from encouraging pat on my back

The joy from the company of others

But I never forget

All those whispering behind my back

Those sly laugh that is meant for me

How I spent my time spacing off in my solitude

For all I know

I've been craving for company

But now

As people come and go

I keep pushing them away

Why?

I no longer understand myself